I was touched a lot throughout – yet on this first viewing was with how I was involved in the problem and the grief of that, knowing no matter I do I cannot be totally clean. Waves of grief moved through me, someone wanted to make me feel better and I restarted to resent them for it. I just wanted to feel it, perhaps it was a part of the door to feeling clean – I don’t know for sure.

thanks for your work on the film x